i am so going to catch this movie when it will be release next week. :)
Friday, October 28, 2011 @ 12:50 AM
i am feeling a bit ..
i do not know how to describe.
i have been trying to step out of it.
one minute, i tell myself, okay.
the other minute i will retreat back to my comfort zone.
sometimes i know some stuff what others are saying is easier to say than to be done.
but people does dwell over stuff for a long period of time.
but there come some point in time, i feel numb.
or maybe that's what an aching heart will do- to be numb.
so you don't know what or even how to react to other stuff.
can someone tell me so?
Thursday, October 27, 2011 @ 12:59 AM
听我说 爱是对的
错的是我们 还没学会爱
就急着爱人 而爱错人
可是 爱就对了
遇到下一个 爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐 都是我的
block leave starts on 15 Oct and it will all end next Monday.
Tuesday will be Month End, and back to work for me.
but if you want me to remember what i have did for the last week, seriously i don't know remember which day, i go where, and do what.
i know i should use the time to do something more meaningful/useful, but i knew i have been spending time to shop/eat/travel around in Singapore (which is the same if i have book my air tickets to Osaka / Taiwan, i nearly did that but i stop myself)..
but i have spent this Holiday in a good way.
meeting up with people i have not seen for long.
and knew about updated stuff from them.
oh well.
i do not know how to put all my mixed feelings i had this 2 weeks into words.
bitter, sweet, fun, shock, sad, was all i could described for now..
till then.
back to my videos. :)
Monday, October 24, 2011 @ 11:06 PM
Good or bad, hard to say
Once upon a time, there was a king. The king liked one of his followers very much because he was very wise and always gave very useful advice. Therefore the king took him along wherever he went.
One day, the king was bitten by a dog, the finger was injured and the wound was getting worse. He asked the follower if that was a bad sign.
The follower said, Good or Bad, hard to say'. In the end, the finger of the king was too bad that had to be cut.
The king asked the follower again if that was a bad sign. Again, the follower gave the same answer, 'Good or Bad, hard to say'. The king became very angry and sent the follower to prison.
One day, the king went hunting in the jungle. He got excited when he was on the chase of a deer. Deeper and deeper he went inside the jungle. In the end he found himself lost in the jungle. To make thing worse, he got captured by the native people who lived inside the jungle. They wanted to sacrifice him to their god. But when they noticed that the king had one finger short, they released him immediately as he was not a perfect man anymore and not suitable for sacrifice. The king managed to get back to his palace after all. And he finally understood the follower's wise quote, 'Good or Bad, hard to say'. If he hadn't lost one finger, he could have been killed by the native people.
He ordered to release the follower, and apologized to him. But to the king’s amazement, the follower was not mad at him at all. Instead, the follower said, 'It wasn't a bad thing that you locked me up.' Why? Because if the king hadn't locked the follower up, he would have brought the follower along to the jungle. If the native found that the king was not suitable, they would have used the follower. Again, the quote 'Good or Bad, hard to say' stands.
The moral of the story: Everything that happens in this world, there is no absolute good or bad. Sometimes good things turned out to be bad things eventually, while bad things become a gain.
Whatever good things that happen to you, enjoy it, but don't have to hold too tight to it, treat it as a surprise in your life.
Whatever bad things that happen to you, don't have to feel too sad or despair, in the end, it might not be a total bad thing after all.
If one can understand this, he or she will find life much easier.
raining heavily now.
hopefully, i am able to sleep.
:)
good night all!
Wednesday, October 05, 2011 @ 10:26 PM
is it time?
i don't know.
i am totally lost.
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DeDuan / DD
23, LPS, CSS, TP, SIM, 23/08/1986
shy, independent/dependent, perfectionist
music, piano, shopping, family & friends make up her life
loves cheescakes & chocolates,beach & stars wish for honours(hopefully), driving license, travel around the world, happily ever after, get a good job, diamonds, digital camera
